Who is thy name?

 Today as usual I and my friends Rumina sell on campus near my house, we both walked down the narrow street in my village .. arrival there as usual we sell snacks artificial result of my mother ..

When home I do not accidentally hit a black car are commonly seen in the parking lot of the campus where I sell, I too fell right in front of the black car, once it came out a young man from the black car, he ran to meet me and ask ...
"Are you hurt?"
I replied with a very great shame "I'm not anything mas"
"Really?"
"Yeah, I'm not okay"
"I think I've seen you, but I do not know where, do you ever see me?"
"No mas, I never saw mas"
"I'm sorry, because of me you're injured like this"
"Do not be sorry mas"
"I introduced the unleavened" with a smile and invite acquaintances
She replied in a low voice, "I do not deserve to be acquainted with you"
The woman immediately left the man, the man was sad and hope that he can be reunited with the simple beautiful woman ..

A few days later, the woman saw the man saw the woman again and she was shocked after seeing beautiful women sell in the cafeteria where he lectures, he was talking to himself, "Is this love? If this love let these eyes closed so he could see the beauty of the eyes but not sincere from the heart ", without a doubt the man had approached the village woman, before her arrival he asked ..
"Are you yesterday that I met?"
"Who are you? I never see you, and I do not know you "
She lied because she was embarrassed because she felt inappropriate acquainted with the rich young man .. she even rolled his wares and leave him. He also had said to him ..
"Do not bother me, I do not deserve to know the lads like you"
The young man was surprised by this new woman who refused to meet with him, the more he denied ever felt challenged to know who it is actually a beautiful woman.

The next day ...
The young man was waiting in the cafeteria at the usual place to sell her, but unfortunately she was not forthcoming and the young man continues to wait for her until she fell asleep for too long a wait .. very disappointed in the end with no return ..

Finally, after a week of waiting, the young man could see her back and in her heart she said, "I have to know who the woman was, I certainly can." The young man ran to meet her with trembling, the young man was to meet her and said.
"I beg you, do not leave me for this time"
The woman was rushed to leave, even for a moment the young man pulled the woman's hand, and said ..
"I'm sorry if I'm impolite, I just want to know what your name is? Only that "
"Why do you know me? I do not deserve to know you "the woman replied.
"So what about me? Am I wrong to want to know you? "Asked the young man.
"You're not wrong, keadaanlah wrong, I'm just a woman hometown while you're rich, so I felt did not deserve to get to know you," replied the village woman.
"I do not look at you from your property, or from your beauty, I looked at you because of your kindness and simplicity". The boy firmly.
"You're a good man, if indeed you want to know me, I'm waiting for you in the park near the campus at 8 am right under the big tree you wait for me in there and do not be late!" Decisive her.
Village women went away leaving the boy, the boy was more curious about the women of the village.

Right Jam 7:00 AM ...
The young man went from his home village to see her in a park near the campus, after the boy walked the streets of the city came exactly at 07.30 and he went straight to the big tree that was referred to her village. After a long search for the young man finally saw a big tree and the young man was sitting under a big tree is meant by the woman.

Hours 08:00 am right ...
The young man was still waiting with hope to be able to meet with the village women, with faces beaming young man was waiting for her. After a long wait the woman was not long in coming, but he was still waiting for him because he was sure it would come to see her ..

3 hours passed but the young man was waiting for him ..
Exactly at 11:00 ...
Suddenly a woman came with a letter in his hand, the young man was delighted, because women who are waiting for him finally appeared before his eyes ..
She also said "I'm sorry I made you wait this long, actually, I have come before you came, but I went back again because I want to see your determination to me, in fact I had to see you across the street there, I hope you are not angry and do not leave me "
The young man replied, "I will not be angry and will not be angry as long in front of a woman like you, a woman who had been looking for and I'm waiting in my life any woman who is not just a pretty face but a pretty but her heart, and Hopefully this time I get to know who your name "
She also gave a letter to the young man, and the lady said "Read this letter, and let me go," the woman went to leave the young man and the young man could only be stopped, holding a letter in his hand.

Finally the young man opened the letter and read it ...

Fatir I'm sorry, I can only make you tired because my nature is like this, I can not give my name to you .. because I feel unworthy to know you .. just got this letter I wrote was after I saw the earnestness you want know me .. I was amazed to mu Fatir, I hope that this meeting could continue, and I also wish I could get to know you more .. if you want to reply to this letter please you come again here after 7 days I send this letter, the exact hour 8 under a big tree, I wait for your reply ...

Hound
Village Women

The young man immediately felt happy after reading the letter, because she also wanted mengenlanya further ..

7 days later ...
Today is the day where the young man's reply to a letter sent by the woman, the boy was already preparing his letter .. with a beaming young man came to the place indicated by a woman yesterday it ..

Exactly at 8 am ...
The young man arrived at the place indicated yesterday that the woman, a few minutes later came the woman ..
The young man also said, "Thank you for coming in this place, this is my reply to your letter of yesterday" while giving the letter

The woman replied: "I am here not to the letter, but I'm here to see you, saw a great young man like you, thank you for your reply this letter and my reply will be 7 days again and as always I wait for you at the right place at 8 am, I hope you can come "

The woman went to bring the young man's reply letter .. after arriving at her house the woman was reading a letter from the young man ...

Good morning sun by
The sun that always makes my day more beautiful than before ..
The sun that always makes my life more colorful ..
And the sun is always given me love, love me never felt before ...
I'm glad to know you, O my lady, the lady that I never know what's his name ...
But it was not a problem for me, as long as you can always be close to me it is the most beautiful thing in my life ..
I realize we are different, but I hope this does not limit our differences in the sense of this my heart ..
I hope this will make a difference in my life and your life more beautiful ..
I mecintai mu oh my lady never know who's your name ...

Salam Manis
Fatır

The woman was moved to tears after reading the letter from the young man, because he is only now know men who are very concerned him without looking at him eye ..

Three months later ...
Both are always reciprocated letters every week, they are increasingly close to each other .. The world seemed theirs and compassion and love went up both ...

6 months later ...
Precisely week 22, As usual the man came with a face full of happiness .. he sat in the usual places they reciprocated letter ..
Exactly Hours 8.30 am, the young man was still waiting for the lady but peumda was confident that she would come and reply to the letter ..

Finally after a long wait for the woman she was not forthcoming, until late into the night he was still waiting for her ..

Exactly at 11 pm .. the young man went home with a very sad look on his face .. all the way to think of the young man and woman ..
In the young man's heart said "hmm .. somewhere you my lady, until this late I'm waiting for you, but you did not come" with a sad expression.

The following week, the young man was still waiting for her, but still she was also not come ..
Until finally the 34th week, the woman finally came carrying a letter, the young man felt happy after seeing the woman.
The young man said, "O my lady, you go alone? I've been waiting for you here, I waited until late at night, rain, wind one night so that they accompany me here, to accompany a young man who just wanted to see the woman smiling in front of him .. I miss you oh my lady "By the look on the face of a very sad.
"I'm sorry it me, because lately I can not see you and reply to your letter of yesterday .. I'm no problems so I do not have time to see you," replied the woman.
"If I can ever, what's your problem? So you do not have time to see me here "asked the young man.
"I'm sorry, I can not explain my problem to you, because I do not want you to worry too much to me, oh yes, my reply to this letter mu" while giving the letter
"Well, if mamang like that want you, I will not force you to answer my question, but you should know that I really wanted to meet you, instead of your letter that I had to wait but it's you the truth I wait, because I was so longing mu O My lady "Decisive young man.
"I miss you, but I can not fight my circumstances now .. One thing you should never be tired of you know if you really mecintai me, be a man who could make me proud .. To this day I would like to accompany mu and will not leave you again like yesterday, I wanted to spend my day is with you, I miss you "tear her meneteslah
While holding the woman's hand, the young man who wiped the tears in her cheek, and he said ..
"Do not shed your tears if you miss me, I miss you too but I will not be tears in my eyes, because my tears not to make you more upset but my tears will drip if I could have a full and you can Live the mu ... finally I could enjoy my day with you, even if not every moment I can be with you "as he embraced her.

All day long they spend their time with full of happiness and love, they laugh together and have fun like a man who is in love ..

Promptly at 9 pm ..
The woman had to go home and go back to his home, the young man did not want to part with her, with a heavy heart that the young man was to allow her to go away .. She was said ..
"I'm sorry, it seems I have to leave you now"
"Why should I go now? Give me a time of 1 to 2 hours longer, O my lady, I really want to be with you, do not go my lady "with a very sad expression.
With tears She said: "I'm sorry, I must go! And one more thing you should know, today I deliberately spend my time with you, because tomorrow I have to go to Banjarmasin, there is something that should I clean up there, I hope you understand, I hope you can deliver me to go to the pier "
With a look annoyed and disappointed, the young man said, "I will not deliver you away, because I do not want to see you go away from me, stay here oh my lady, because I can not away from you!"
The woman replied, "Well, I'm not going to force you to deliver me, one thing that must you know, today is a beautiful day for me today where I could feel the happiness, the day when I can spend my time with a young man who was very my love, thank you for everything .. I Love you "as he hugged the young man

Finally she went away leaving the young man, with a very sad look on his face she ran leaving the young man, with endless tears and tears of women Tetsu went away ..
The young man was very sad, and not willing to see the woman he loves away .. with resentment and friends fear that would not go away, the young man went home to his house ..
Along the way he always remembers the woman's face, remember his smile, his laughter and all about it ..

The next day ...
Precisely today her away, but the young man was still annoyed at her because of her decision to take out of line with it .. with a heavy heart and a sense of angry young man did not take her ..
While she was eager to meet for the last time before he left the young man ..
There comes a time when the ship was to sail, but wanit was still hope that a miracle could come and see him again .. but all hope was gone instantly because whenever sailing and the woman cried the young man could not leave it ..

Precisely at 8 pm the young man saw the news on television and what happens? The atmosphere became silent instantly see the news ..

Banjarmasin, KOMPAS.com Sari Mulia Motor Boats departing from the State, Hulu Sungai Selatan to the city of Banjarmasin, South Kalimantan, on Friday (28/8) night around 20:00 were reported drowned in the waters of the State, children Barito River in the village of Batalas, Candi region of North Laras, Tapin district, South Kalimantan.
Until Saturday (29/8) afternoon at 17:15 already eleven passengers were found drowned. While there are 116 people survived. Joint search and rescue teams, disaster management officer and Tapin district of South Kalimantan province, police and local people continue to search because it is estimated there are about 23 people still missing.

Instantly the young man heard that the ship was boarded by drowning woman, without thinking young man ran straight up the car and go to the pier where the boat sank just that.
With weeping and full of apprehension to any young man sped away very fast, regardless of the rider in the vicinity.

The young man arrived at the dock, the young man also saw a lot of corpses and victims of other ships, the atmosphere there is very blue confuse instantly see people like that .. without thinking long the young man looked one by one victim of the ship, but for some reason ladies it was not he found, the boy was sobbing with the boy's limp body was slumped and full of resentment in his heart because he had not had time to escort her for the last time.
With tearful young man said to himself, "Where are you, O my lady? I'm sorry, because I can not take you and make you can not see me for the last time, if you could turn back time I'm not going to waste my time to see the woman you .. I love you and I do not want to lose you . "

Day after day the young man searched and searched her for years he faithfully waited for her to return .. and hope there is a miracle can find them again ...

Exact date of December 12, 2013
The young man also died from acute ulcer menggroti body, because in every young man was waiting for the woman he often did not eat and did not pay attention to him because that exists only in his mind is that woman .. and until his last breath the young man did not know who the woman it ...

The End

Do not Blame God's love

 A boy dressed in white clean white flawless in red indicating that he was in grade school, down the street to be on a door that seemed to call him. Forcing the desire in his soul that makes the pace faster. The child began to enter the greeting with a face beaming.

"Assalamu'alaikum ..." he said slowly, throwing his bag into the bed that seems pretty soft until the bag was bouncing back. Then the man rushed into the living room.
"Wa'alaikum regards, How the test? Can you? "Asked a woman who looked like mothers from behind the visible space was washing dishes. The sound of gurgling water shower on the plate as if to accompany the event.
"Mirza!" Mother said it was a little loud while continuing cucianya.
"If I can not not possibly have gone home Mom, and one more thing is the UN, not the usual test" Mirza replied in a tone as he approached the lazy orange cat who fell asleep on the couch rubber green color of leaves.
"It is easy what is difficult?" Asked her mother again as she turned off the taps and connected wiping plates.
"Easy" Mirza replied, stroking the cat's neck. It also looks delicious cat with closed eyes holding her head. Mirza is a bright child. But not smart enough to control kesombonganya
"It's easy means 100, you know ..." His mother said meremehkanya. Her mother then walked into the living room and sat down on the couch with a remote distance.
"Halah, I am currently doing nyuruh 100? Own mother never really "Mirza replied.
"The boy was supposed to be smarter than their parents. Not to be smarter than their parents. Ntar embarrassing "her mother said, looking into the window. While Mirza just mimicked her mother's words by shaking her lips as if to mock the words of his mother.
"Halah talkative anyway, udahlah Bu ... do not disturb Mirza. Tired of depleted Exam. Want to play with Cats "Mirza said she carried the cat away from the living room. Mirza went into the backyard of his house as he put cat. Cat got up and directing his front legs forward and bend his body down. That's how the cat relaxes the body.
Mirza looks exasperated. Especially now cat sand bath and then licking his body. Mirza just smiled.
"Puss ..." said Mirza call the cat gently. But the cat did not mempedulikanya and still busy with the body and soft feathers.
Serontak Mirza eyes look empty. As if thinking about something. Mirza apparently daydreaming while looking cat.

Cat ...
You're so cute ...
So adorable ...
You're the only one of my friends in this world ...
That is when I'm lonely ...
Alone ...
When I'm sad ...
I was happy when ...
I love you ...

Mirza said in the liver. Then Mirza approached the cat and began stroking her back and soft fur.
"I'm so lonely, I wish I had a sister. I would have been very fond of her "Mirza said very, very softly once. And perhaps only he and God can listen to her talk.

Dinginya night wind began to be felt. The chirping of birds accompany sinking of the sun. The sky flushed Tilawatil Qur'an followed chant recordings of the old mosque speakers. Moments later adzan signaling prayer time. Mirza rushed to the mosque with koko white, black gloves and white cap.
Whatever prayer he lived with sincerity. After the prayer finished, the priest chanting prayers followed by a congregation. But Mirza did not go straight home. But pray to God.
"O Allah, help you treat your taste loneliness. O God, give me a sister. O God, thank you've launched my exams. I made the pass with good grades. Ya Allah make my parents proud. Amen ... "Mirza said the following prayer in my heart. Mirza then rubbed his hand over his face. Mirza got up and hurried back to his house.

Long vacation was over. Now is the time Mirza wrap yourself as a 3rd grade students of MTs. Mirza set off by riding a motorcycle Ninja gift from her father for the first rank in his class. School lived happily as usual until the time finally came home from school, she got the shocking news that her mother had been pregnant two weeks.
How happy Mirza to school every day to continue to think she's smiling crazy by theme. Up to 9 months 1 day perempuanya sister was born safely and named Dania.

Throughout his life, Mirza loving younger brother and never once snapped. His younger brother Mirza always there when in need. Dania moment of fear, when need help PRnya, when asked didongengkan, asked to be taken to the bathroom, to accompany his request. Mirza did not sleep before His sister fell asleep. What big affection Mirza in Dania. So Dania prefer together Mirza than his own parents.

Several years passed and now the 15-year-old Dania. Dania grow beautiful and already understand what it means to love. However, Dania misplaced love. She loves Mirza who is a brother alone. But not mengungkapkanya Dania. He just wrote the book diarynya.

Sister ...
If you know I'm comfortable at your side ...
I know this is called love ...
I just want to be with the two-time ...
Now ...
And Forever ...
Dania said the incision ink on paper. Until now turn Dania who serve her beloved brother. Dania there when Mirza require. Always provide drinks while sister home from work, massaging brother when it was busy in front of the screen, and into the vent of the everyday problems experienced by older brother. Dania do not want to burden His sister with her problems because she loves Mirza.
Dania was happy because he was getting close to her beloved brother. Similarly, Mirza is pleased to be the behavior of younger brother.

Dania happy story ended two years later. Dania moment was cleaning the house smiling because kebahagiaanya, suddenly he was startled arrival sister.
Dania amazed at someone who was with Mirza. Beautiful woman who looks sepantaran with Mirza entered the house with the coupled Mirza. They both looked radiant.
"Assalamu'alaikum ... father, mother, sister ..." said Mirza while calling his family. Soon, mother and father as well as Dania came over Mirza.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, Eh ... this beautiful woman whom Mir?" Asked her mother, smiling. His father also smiled except Dania seen frowning face bend.
"Well, Mom, sister ... It Halizah, friend Mirza time MI, MTs, to lecture and work. This prospective son-father and mother ... "Mirza replied softly.
"Subhanallah Mir Mir ... It's beautiful, what more veiled gini. Sholeha look ... "said his mother.
"Thank ya bu, Mom could have been ..." Halizah said sheepishly.
"Yes Mir, not one you select father-in-law. Let's grandson handsome father and beautiful like her parents. Hehe "Mirza's father said with a small laugh. Dania just shut up and go straight to the room without saying anything.
Everything looks surprised by the behavior Dania unusual. In the rooms, Dania directly lying on her stomach with a closed head pillow and cry. How sad cut Dania heart for love.
"Ap..pa fault Ya Allah .." said Dania with a pillow in front of her mouth silenced. Dania crying incessantly until late evening. However, the cries ignored Dania family. Dania finally forced myself out of the room and undergo day as usual as if nothing ever happened anything.

The days passed with sadness experienced by Dania. The pain barrage unimaginable the pain. Until the end of five months have passed and now has three weeks Mirza married to Halizah.
One moment Mirza went to work and parents lying in the room, Dania looking for an opportunity to meet Halizah. Dania finally succeeded in herding Halizah room. To face fear, Halizah obey sister-in-law.
"Actually I love Kak Mirza. And not love brother to brother. But love like a lover "said Dania in front Halizah. Surprise, Halizah the word Dania. To the extent that his eyes were round because he was surprised.
"And you !!! Must remember. Never you make it hurt ... My brother heart !!! "said Dania rough pointing Halizah head. Halizah only stare as he shed tears without saying anything. Halizah sobbing sad.
"Sob ... sob ... sob ..." said the sad Halizah.
"If it happens, I did not hesitate to act !!" said Dania with sharp eyes and a straight left in the room alone Halizah. But suddenly.
"Hoeeks ..." sound Halizah who vomited and collapsed to the ground in the direction of the mattress. Dania also reversed body and was surprised with the place and screaming.
"Toloong ..." Dania voice that made his parents jerked and quickly help Halizah. Turns Halizah pregnant 1 week.

Soon Mirza came. Dania who fear rushed into the room and lay down. With fear Dania wrote in diarynya.

I am worried ...
Rama Khawatir keadaan Halizah ...
But worried about my brother know that I that has caused fainting Halizah.
But the most I hate it turns out she is pregnant ...
I was supposed to be entitled to the son of Mirza Kak ...
However it was not possible ...
That's contents Dania article written by a gloomy face as the write not himself. Eclipse that covered his face like a black fog. His heart was dark with emotion. I wonder what possessed demons themselves as beautiful sweet girl Dania.

One day in the bright tomorrow, opening new horizons joyfully. Today Dania'm going to apply for a job with a friend seangkatanya. At home, Halizah was pregnant and could not do chores. Finally Mirza took time off and do the job that should belong to Halizah.
Mirza washing, mopping, sweeping and cleaning. Mirza came in Dania room. The atmosphere of the room seemed deserted silent. There are fans who forgot to shut down. Mirza turn off the fan. Then Mirza eyes fixed on a thick book on the table MakeUp.
Without thinking, with curious Mirza took the book and then sat on the mattress. Slowly and relaxed, Mirza opened it slowly. Green book was written, "My Diary" on the cover of the book.
Mirza is only open sheets per share books with ease. And read it with a regular expression. Mirza was shocked when I read the part that shows turns Dania like him.
"Is it true what I see this?" Said Mirza was shocked. Mirza also became interested in the book and read it. One by one page he was open and understood. Till Mirza came on the last page. Mirza was widened when reading

I am worried ...
Alarmed by the situation Halizah not ...
But knowing that I'm worried that my brother has caused fainting Halizah ...
But the most I hate it turns out she is pregnant ...
I was supposed to be entitled to the child of a sister ...
However it was not possible ...

Serontak Mirza eyes and his heart pounding turned firmly. Irregular breath with a swish of his blood which rose signifies emotion Mirza started out. Mirza hands clasped very tightly and slowly lifted.
BRAAAK ... !!! Mirza hand voice that he pukukan MakeUp toward the table and make his right hand was bleeding. The pain can not be felt because he would enveloped her emotions.
"I never thought ... Kk..Kau bear melllakukan perrr ... This artificial .. Dddania ..." Mirza said haltingly as being controlled by the devil.

Now the evening has arrived. Dania home with faces look happy because he had to get a job. When Dania got home, he was surprised because the lights still off uncharacteristically. Dania went in with a little nervous.
"Assalamu'alaikuuum ..." Dania said softly. But apparently there was no answer. Without realizing it turns out he has been awaited by Mirza in the dark living room.
With surprisingly, Mirza got up and took a quick step that makes Dania surprised.
PLAQUE ... !!! Mirza with a slap sound without spending a single word.
"Aduuh ..." said Dania spontaneously followed by tears. Dania unstoppable tears again. Sobs touching Dania make sweet cheeks look cute no more.
"What kaaak A..aku wrong ...?" Asked Dania to sob. With no pause, Mirza answered immediately without waiting Dania completing words.
"One katttamu Appa ... ?? !! You're one of many ... !! You're one of love ...! And the most I hate you, you make my wife suffer ... !! "snapped Mirza makes Halizah and parents Mirza out. They were all surprised by the incident. Mirza's mother is shocked ran save Dania and brought away from Mirza saying
"Ya Allah Mir ... !! What happened ...? "Asked the mother rather loud hugging and stroking Dania Dania head who was lying down on the floor and leaning against the wall.
"I should not have to defend a woman like this ... !!! He does not deserve pity "Mirza snapped at her mother pointing towards Dania are still sobbing. While his father was silent just witnessed this incident. Halizah too.
"What the fuck are you Mir ...? This was the first time I saw the child's mother snapped at Dania. Mir is actually what happened ...? "Mother asked, his face looks sad while against Mirza faces that look very dark.
"Dania turn out like me. Her own brother ... !! And what's worse, he who makes Halizah suffer ... !! "Mirza said that is still with rough bark.
"Stop it dear, it's not true ..." argued Halizah to participate in tears.
"How can you say all this Mir ...? Basically what? "Asked his father with a tone like a parent.
"I have read all of Dania diary ..." Mirza replied firmly. Then Dania dared to speak.
"How dare brother opened. It privacy .. "said Dania, wiping tears from her eyes.
"Shut up, you bitch !!" Mirza snapped again. All the words Mirza was shocked. Dania went back tears. With tears Dania speak
"Why do not you kill me kak? I'd rather die than hurt my heart ... "said Dania are still in tears.
"Well if that's what you want ... !! I hope that the angel of death coming here to your wishes !! "Mirza said more and more violent.
"Husshhh ... I kept your word ..." said his mother. Mirza already giving trouble.
"Stop all this ... I'm offended Mirza was willing and forgiving brother. Why did not you? He loves also not kesalahanya "pleaded Halizah to Mirza. Mirza was silent bow impregnating his wife's words.
"Kak Halizah, I'm sorry for everything I do ..." said Dania on Halizah.
"Before you're sorry, I'm sorry anyway already Dik ..." Halizah replied softly crying emotion.
"Love is wicked. Why was I born into this world feel. If you know so I hope never born in the world "said Dania with a definite tone. Heard that Mirza remembered his past when he wished Dania down to earth. Mirza began to shed tears with bowed head.
"I'm sorry bro ... I'm sorry I hurt you ... I know I'm praying hoping to get sister like you ... It's all because of a sense of loneliness ... But now I waste you ... Once again I'm sorry bro ..." asked Mirza in Dania Dania while approaching and bow knees apologizing.
"Yes, Sister, I still do not understand who is to blame. Why did God have the heart to give a sense of this to me? This one Mirza Kak excessive love me, or my fault that my brother loves himself? "Asked Dania confusion that still burdened the question itself.
"It certainly was not one god who has given love. Because the real love is beautiful "said Mirza, hugging sister and mother dearest.

Tears began to subside. Storm clouds seemed to disappear from their heads. Halizah cry but smile at this event. His father had tears in his eyes a little shyly and came into the room. Dania was wiping tears and began to rise slowly stood mother assisted.
"Well Kak, from now on I'm going to remove deep-seated love for so long. I'll try even though it feels heavy and painful "Dania said sadly.
"I'm sorry brother who has made you hurt Dik ... brother promised to treat the pedihmu until completely healed" consoled Mirza in Dania while she was standing.
"How Kak? Hurt that there is no cure ... "asked Dania with astonishment. Her mother was silent wonder. While Halizah want intervened.
"There is one Dik, Drugs hurt is to love people who have been hurt him too ..." Halizah said softly.
"Brother will try to find you bro ..." said Mirza to redeem kesalahanya.
"Not as easy as it Kak ... Many times a man came to me to offer themselves, but I rejected in vain. Just because I love you sis ... "said Dania complicate brother.
"Unfortunately Dik forbidden love ... You must direct your love arrows to the right people. For sure I promise to treat heart pain Dik ... "consoled Mirza once again that makes Dania smiled and followed Halizah and mother who were smiling.
"Brother promised?" Asked Dania which looks rather pleased.
"I've never lied to you," said Mirza convincing. Dania ran towards Mirza Mirza and hugged him tightly. Mirza was confused between hugged it or not. Mirza turned to his wife.
Halizah just nodded and smiled. Mirza then hugged and smiled. Mirza's mother who could not see the emotion of this incident, go into the room.

I love Kak ...
Now is not love that one again ...
And love like a sister to sister ...

That's the end of the Dania Diary Diary cover his story. And finally a few years later, Dania married to a man who is better than Mirza. Of course Mirza who find a man worthy of her beloved brother.

Then a few years passed Dania blessed with a boy who looked similar to Mirza. How happy this time will Dania new life with his new family.

Do not Blame God's love

 A boy dressed in white clean white flawless in red indicating that he was in grade school, down the street to be on a door that seemed to call him. Forcing the desire in his soul that makes the pace faster. The child began to enter the greeting with a face beaming.

"Assalamu'alaikum ..." he said slowly, throwing his bag into the bed that seems pretty soft until the bag was bouncing back. Then the man rushed into the living room.
"Wa'alaikum regards, How the test? Can you? "Asked a woman who looked like mothers from behind the visible space was washing dishes. The sound of gurgling water shower on the plate as if to accompany the event.
"Mirza!" Mother said it was a little loud while continuing cucianya.
"If I can not not possibly have gone home Mom, and one more thing is the UN, not the usual test" Mirza replied in a tone as he approached the lazy orange cat who fell asleep on the couch rubber green color of leaves.
"It is easy what is difficult?" Asked her mother again as she turned off the taps and connected wiping plates.
"Easy" Mirza replied, stroking the cat's neck. It also looks delicious cat with closed eyes holding her head. Mirza is a bright child. But not smart enough to control kesombonganya
"It's easy means 100, you know ..." His mother said meremehkanya. Her mother then walked into the living room and sat down on the couch with a remote distance.
"Halah, I am currently doing nyuruh 100? Own mother never really "Mirza replied.
"The boy was supposed to be smarter than their parents. Not to be smarter than their parents. Ntar embarrassing "her mother said, looking into the window. While Mirza just mimicked her mother's words by shaking her lips as if to mock the words of his mother.
"Halah talkative anyway, udahlah Bu ... do not disturb Mirza. Tired of depleted Exam. Want to play with Cats "Mirza said she carried the cat away from the living room. Mirza went into the backyard of his house as he put cat. Cat got up and directing his front legs forward and bend his body down. That's how the cat relaxes the body.
Mirza looks exasperated. Especially now cat sand bath and then licking his body. Mirza just smiled.
"Puss ..." said Mirza call the cat gently. But the cat did not mempedulikanya and still busy with the body and soft feathers.
Serontak Mirza eyes look empty. As if thinking about something. Mirza apparently daydreaming while looking cat.

Cat ...
You're so cute ...
So adorable ...
You're the only one of my friends in this world ...
That is when I'm lonely ...
Alone ...
When I'm sad ...
I was happy when ...
I love you ...

Mirza said in the liver. Then Mirza approached the cat and began stroking her back and soft fur.
"I'm so lonely, I wish I had a sister. I would have been very fond of her "Mirza said very, very softly once. And perhaps only he and God can listen to her talk.

Dinginya night wind began to be felt. The chirping of birds accompany sinking of the sun. The sky flushed Tilawatil Qur'an followed chant recordings of the old mosque speakers. Moments later adzan signaling prayer time. Mirza rushed to the mosque with koko white, black gloves and white cap.
Whatever prayer he lived with sincerity. After the prayer finished, the priest chanting prayers followed by a congregation. But Mirza did not go straight home. But pray to God.
"O Allah, help you treat your taste loneliness. O God, give me a sister. O God, thank you've launched my exams. I made the pass with good grades. Ya Allah make my parents proud. Amen ... "Mirza said the following prayer in my heart. Mirza then rubbed his hand over his face. Mirza got up and hurried back to his house.

Long vacation was over. Now is the time Mirza wrap yourself as a 3rd grade students of MTs. Mirza set off by riding a motorcycle Ninja gift from her father for the first rank in his class. School lived happily as usual until the time finally came home from school, she got the shocking news that her mother had been pregnant two weeks.
How happy Mirza to school every day to continue to think she's smiling crazy by theme. Up to 9 months 1 day perempuanya sister was born safely and named Dania.

Throughout his life, Mirza loving younger brother and never once snapped. His younger brother Mirza always there when in need. Dania moment of fear, when need help PRnya, when asked didongengkan, asked to be taken to the bathroom, to accompany his request. Mirza did not sleep before His sister fell asleep. What big affection Mirza in Dania. So Dania prefer together Mirza than his own parents.

Several years passed and now the 15-year-old Dania. Dania grow beautiful and already understand what it means to love. However, Dania misplaced love. She loves Mirza who is a brother alone. But not mengungkapkanya Dania. He just wrote the book diarynya.

Sister ...
If you know I'm comfortable at your side ...
I know this is called love ...
I just want to be with the two-time ...
Now ...
And Forever ...
Dania said the incision ink on paper. Until now turn Dania who serve her beloved brother. Dania there when Mirza require. Always provide drinks while sister home from work, massaging brother when it was busy in front of the screen, and into the vent of the everyday problems experienced by older brother. Dania do not want to burden His sister with her problems because she loves Mirza.
Dania was happy because he was getting close to her beloved brother. Similarly, Mirza is pleased to be the behavior of younger brother.

Dania happy story ended two years later. Dania moment was cleaning the house smiling because kebahagiaanya, suddenly he was startled arrival sister.
Dania amazed at someone who was with Mirza. Beautiful woman who looks sepantaran with Mirza entered the house with the coupled Mirza. They both looked radiant.
"Assalamu'alaikum ... father, mother, sister ..." said Mirza while calling his family. Soon, mother and father as well as Dania came over Mirza.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, Eh ... this beautiful woman whom Mir?" Asked her mother, smiling. His father also smiled except Dania seen frowning face bend.
"Well, Mom, sister ... It Halizah, friend Mirza time MI, MTs, to lecture and work. This prospective son-father and mother ... "Mirza replied softly.
"Subhanallah Mir Mir ... It's beautiful, what more veiled gini. Sholeha look ... "said his mother.
"Thank ya bu, Mom could have been ..." Halizah said sheepishly.
"Yes Mir, not one you select father-in-law. Let's grandson handsome father and beautiful like her parents. Hehe "Mirza's father said with a small laugh. Dania just shut up and go straight to the room without saying anything.
Everything looks surprised by the behavior Dania unusual. In the rooms, Dania directly lying on her stomach with a closed head pillow and cry. How sad cut Dania heart for love.
"Ap..pa fault Ya Allah .." said Dania with a pillow in front of her mouth silenced. Dania crying incessantly until late evening. However, the cries ignored Dania family. Dania finally forced myself out of the room and undergo day as usual as if nothing ever happened anything.

The days passed with sadness experienced by Dania. The pain barrage unimaginable the pain. Until the end of five months have passed and now has three weeks Mirza married to Halizah.
One moment Mirza went to work and parents lying in the room, Dania looking for an opportunity to meet Halizah. Dania finally succeeded in herding Halizah room. To face fear, Halizah obey sister-in-law.
"Actually I love Kak Mirza. And not love brother to brother. But love like a lover "said Dania in front Halizah. Surprise, Halizah the word Dania. To the extent that his eyes were round because he was surprised.
"And you !!! Must remember. Never you make it hurt ... My brother heart !!! "said Dania rough pointing Halizah head. Halizah only stare as he shed tears without saying anything. Halizah sobbing sad.
"Sob ... sob ... sob ..." said the sad Halizah.
"If it happens, I did not hesitate to act !!" said Dania with sharp eyes and a straight left in the room alone Halizah. But suddenly.
"Hoeeks ..." sound Halizah who vomited and collapsed to the ground in the direction of the mattress. Dania also reversed body and was surprised with the place and screaming.
"Toloong ..." Dania voice that made his parents jerked and quickly help Halizah. Turns Halizah pregnant 1 week.

Soon Mirza came. Dania who fear rushed into the room and lay down. With fear Dania wrote in diarynya.

I am worried ...
Rama Khawatir keadaan Halizah ...
But worried about my brother know that I that has caused fainting Halizah.
But the most I hate it turns out she is pregnant ...
I was supposed to be entitled to the son of Mirza Kak ...
However it was not possible ...
That's contents Dania article written by a gloomy face as the write not himself. Eclipse that covered his face like a black fog. His heart was dark with emotion. I wonder what possessed demons themselves as beautiful sweet girl Dania.

One day in the bright tomorrow, opening new horizons joyfully. Today Dania'm going to apply for a job with a friend seangkatanya. At home, Halizah was pregnant and could not do chores. Finally Mirza took time off and do the job that should belong to Halizah.
Mirza washing, mopping, sweeping and cleaning. Mirza came in Dania room. The atmosphere of the room seemed deserted silent. There are fans who forgot to shut down. Mirza turn off the fan. Then Mirza eyes fixed on a thick book on the table MakeUp.
Without thinking, with curious Mirza took the book and then sat on the mattress. Slowly and relaxed, Mirza opened it slowly. Green book was written, "My Diary" on the cover of the book.
Mirza is only open sheets per share books with ease. And read it with a regular expression. Mirza was shocked when I read the part that shows turns Dania like him.
"Is it true what I see this?" Said Mirza was shocked. Mirza also became interested in the book and read it. One by one page he was open and understood. Till Mirza came on the last page. Mirza was widened when reading

I am worried ...
Alarmed by the situation Halizah not ...
But knowing that I'm worried that my brother has caused fainting Halizah ...
But the most I hate it turns out she is pregnant ...
I was supposed to be entitled to the child of a sister ...
However it was not possible ...

Serontak Mirza eyes and his heart pounding turned firmly. Irregular breath with a swish of his blood which rose signifies emotion Mirza started out. Mirza hands clasped very tightly and slowly lifted.
BRAAAK ... !!! Mirza hand voice that he pukukan MakeUp toward the table and make his right hand was bleeding. The pain can not be felt because he would enveloped her emotions.
"I never thought ... Kk..Kau bear melllakukan perrr ... This artificial .. Dddania ..." Mirza said haltingly as being controlled by the devil.

Now the evening has arrived. Dania home with faces look happy because he had to get a job. When Dania got home, he was surprised because the lights still off uncharacteristically. Dania went in with a little nervous.
"Assalamu'alaikuuum ..." Dania said softly. But apparently there was no answer. Without realizing it turns out he has been awaited by Mirza in the dark living room.
With surprisingly, Mirza got up and took a quick step that makes Dania surprised.
PLAQUE ... !!! Mirza with a slap sound without spending a single word.
"Aduuh ..." said Dania spontaneously followed by tears. Dania unstoppable tears again. Sobs touching Dania make sweet cheeks look cute no more.
"What kaaak A..aku wrong ...?" Asked Dania to sob. With no pause, Mirza answered immediately without waiting Dania completing words.
"One katttamu Appa ... ?? !! You're one of many ... !! You're one of love ...! And the most I hate you, you make my wife suffer ... !! "snapped Mirza makes Halizah and parents Mirza out. They were all surprised by the incident. Mirza's mother is shocked ran save Dania and brought away from Mirza saying
"Ya Allah Mir ... !! What happened ...? "Asked the mother rather loud hugging and stroking Dania Dania head who was lying down on the floor and leaning against the wall.
"I should not have to defend a woman like this ... !!! He does not deserve pity "Mirza snapped at her mother pointing towards Dania are still sobbing. While his father was silent just witnessed this incident. Halizah too.
"What the fuck are you Mir ...? This was the first time I saw the child's mother snapped at Dania. Mir is actually what happened ...? "Mother asked, his face looks sad while against Mirza faces that look very dark.
"Dania turn out like me. Her own brother ... !! And what's worse, he who makes Halizah suffer ... !! "Mirza said that is still with rough bark.
"Stop it dear, it's not true ..." argued Halizah to participate in tears.
"How can you say all this Mir ...? Basically what? "Asked his father with a tone like a parent.
"I have read all of Dania diary ..." Mirza replied firmly. Then Dania dared to speak.
"How dare brother opened. It privacy .. "said Dania, wiping tears from her eyes.
"Shut up, you bitch !!" Mirza snapped again. All the words Mirza was shocked. Dania went back tears. With tears Dania speak
"Why do not you kill me kak? I'd rather die than hurt my heart ... "said Dania are still in tears.
"Well if that's what you want ... !! I hope that the angel of death coming here to your wishes !! "Mirza said more and more violent.
"Husshhh ... I kept your word ..." said his mother. Mirza already giving trouble.
"Stop all this ... I'm offended Mirza was willing and forgiving brother. Why did not you? He loves also not kesalahanya "pleaded Halizah to Mirza. Mirza was silent bow impregnating his wife's words.
"Kak Halizah, I'm sorry for everything I do ..." said Dania on Halizah.
"Before you're sorry, I'm sorry anyway already Dik ..." Halizah replied softly crying emotion.
"Love is wicked. Why was I born into this world feel. If you know so I hope never born in the world "said Dania with a definite tone. Heard that Mirza remembered his past when he wished Dania down to earth. Mirza began to shed tears with bowed head.
"I'm sorry bro ... I'm sorry I hurt you ... I know I'm praying hoping to get sister like you ... It's all because of a sense of loneliness ... But now I waste you ... Once again I'm sorry bro ..." asked Mirza in Dania Dania while approaching and bow knees apologizing.
"Yes, Sister, I still do not understand who is to blame. Why did God have the heart to give a sense of this to me? This one Mirza Kak excessive love me, or my fault that my brother loves himself? "Asked Dania confusion that still burdened the question itself.
"It certainly was not one god who has given love. Because the real love is beautiful "said Mirza, hugging sister and mother dearest.

Tears began to subside. Storm clouds seemed to disappear from their heads. Halizah cry but smile at this event. His father had tears in his eyes a little shyly and came into the room. Dania was wiping tears and began to rise slowly stood mother assisted.
"Well Kak, from now on I'm going to remove deep-seated love for so long. I'll try even though it feels heavy and painful "Dania said sadly.
"I'm sorry brother who has made you hurt Dik ... brother promised to treat the pedihmu until completely healed" consoled Mirza in Dania while she was standing.
"How Kak? Hurt that there is no cure ... "asked Dania with astonishment. Her mother was silent wonder. While Halizah want intervened.
"There is one Dik, Drugs hurt is to love people who have been hurt him too ..." Halizah said softly.
"Brother will try to find you bro ..." said Mirza to redeem kesalahanya.
"Not as easy as it Kak ... Many times a man came to me to offer themselves, but I rejected in vain. Just because I love you sis ... "said Dania complicate brother.
"Unfortunately Dik forbidden love ... You must direct your love arrows to the right people. For sure I promise to treat heart pain Dik ... "consoled Mirza once again that makes Dania smiled and followed Halizah and mother who were smiling.
"Brother promised?" Asked Dania which looks rather pleased.
"I've never lied to you," said Mirza convincing. Dania ran towards Mirza Mirza and hugged him tightly. Mirza was confused between hugged it or not. Mirza turned to his wife.
Halizah just nodded and smiled. Mirza then hugged and smiled. Mirza's mother who could not see the emotion of this incident, go into the room.

I love Kak ...
Now is not love that one again ...
And love like a sister to sister ...

That's the end of the Dania Diary Diary cover his story. And finally a few years later, Dania married to a man who is better than Mirza. Of course Mirza who find a man worthy of her beloved brother.

Then a few years passed Dania blessed with a boy who looked similar to Mirza. How happy this time will Dania new life with his new family.

Friends Bejatku

 Actually, I'm sick of seeing their act. Merok * k, courtship, said dirty, to wild race. But without them, I do not seem to have any friends anymore. I is not new in this area. Already many people my age I know. But somehow I'm still close with friends bejatku.

My name is Rio, and now I grade 3 junior. Maybe my age should normally focus on the National Exam. However, these four friends bejatku not heed it. There was no future in their minds. They are not of the family Broken Home. Maybe just because of lack of affection from his parents. No wonder, because among them only I'm the only child.
"Cough ... cough ... Woy, if ngrok * k do diadepin dong!" Bentaku on Resa fun belching black smoke from his nose. While holding a skirt * k Djarum he looked at me sharply.
"Yaelah, men do not skirt * k. Census bro. "So he scoffed. I did not skirt * k. Although kumpulanku skirt * k, but I did not dare touch the poison rod. My father was not scrape * k, why do I have to scrape * k?
In this shop I could hang out with Resa, Anton, Tian and Adi. Unusually, today Adi is not here. Already I'm SMS many times, but without reply. Maybe he did not have a pulse. So what? Every day the money he spent to buy three rods skirt * k. No wonder HPnya often vacuous pulse.
"Adi where bro? Kok has not appeared? "Remarked Anton while sucking skirt * k is equal to Resa.
"Palingan still ngebo, it's still hours 8. Typically him right here at half past nine." Answer Tian while brain-tweaking the bike. Tian is the most common motorcycle hobby. Although she was a bit fat, but she jockey wild racing jockey who is widely known in this town. He often wins the bet. Sign rooms hold up to enter the visiting room he had ever experienced. But there was nothing that made him give up.
Our long argued, there was already at 11 noon. Because this Friday, I went home to shower and to the mosque for Friday prayers pilgrimage. But as usual, the friends are still hanging in the shop. But until now the Adi has not appeared as well. Ah .. Never mind! why should I think about this? I perfected my practice better first to God.

This semester holidays I spent just got together with friends bejatku it. If they are at purchase skirt * k, I just bought snacks, fried foods, and plastic ice alone. But already today Adi 5 does not come hang out with us. It turns out all this time Adi treated in the health center of our village. Resa said Adi si liver disease. I wonder what the liver disease, I do not know. Resa, Anton, and Tian also did not know. This news blows from the neighboring Adi. I understand this kind of liver liver disease. But Resa said it was heart disease. We do not know for sure. What is clear afternoon we plan to visit Adi.

Dark and light. It's the first time I was hospitalized. It looks like this place is less light. Not less, but the lights here less orderly, so this place seem dim. Anton could not participate this time he said no futsal match today. Finally together Resa and I ran my Tian hallways this clinic. Maybe this clinic. But the place is large enough to accommodate more than 500 species of the type Tian.

Finally I found the room Cempaka Putih. We started to move into the bale and immediately treated to views of the blank. Indeed, in every room there are 2 couch or bed. And it turns out Adi is in the bale next to the closed curtain.
"Assalamu'alaikum," Tian said hello first. In my mind I was rather impressed. Turns out he could say hello as well. I guess he just could say any dirty.
"Peace ... Well, Rio, Resa, Tian. You know your friends are coming. "That's when we celebrate Mother Adi come. Happy mother Adi when we came. We did not give in other words, we come just to visit and mendo'akannya to recover quickly.
Indeed eyes stared at Adi conditions are weak and there is a drip in his hand. Between not the heart and hate to see it. I felt sorry to see it. Such as bones wrapped in skin. Really skinny like a corpse that can smile in our direction. Longish hair and a dirty face. We sat under the bed Adi with his mother. His mother began to tell the situation to us.
He said Friday morning after waking Adi complaining chest pain. Because at that time his father in the fields, her mother was forced to give a lift to the clinic Adi. His mother told him tearfully. Where the mother bear to see her hurt. As badly as a child, her mother definitely still love her.

Her mother continued. Adi said the doctor suffering from liver disease. Heart disease because too much sucking poison rods. Just imagine, three sticks per day. Means one month he spent 90 stem skirt * k that contain toxins. How stupid Adi damaging his own future.
After her mother talked a lot, we also stand up to Adi. We approached Adi with a relaxing facial, then Resa began.
"How are you, Di?"
"Well ... that as my mother told me earlier." Adi replied limp but still smiling.
"Come quickly recover Bro, we continue to race again." Then we menjitak head Tian. Tian was brash. Maybe he was trying to entertain. But I think it's outrageous. I just hate Adi seterus not light it.
"Bro ..." said Adi prevent our noise, we were in shock looking at her.
"Yes forgive all my fault." More Adi, smiling sweetly. It really was the sweetest smile ever thrown me. To the extent that my eyes filled with tears. But this is not the last time I saw him. I'm sure, he still looks fit as a fiddle. We can only say "Yes" and "No nothing", then Adi went on to say.
"Congratulations to you my friends. You were given health and longevity. Not like me. "
"Do not talk like that in, you must be cured anyway," said Resa, smiling. His eyes also filled with tears just like me. Occasionally he glanced to his mother Adi. Turns out Ms. Adi was not in the room where Adi treated. Maybe to the bathroom.
"If I can repeat the time, I would not dare to touch the skirt * k. Like Rio. I was amazed with you yo. "I was surprised and smiling. Turns Adi amazed me. I did not expect. It turns into regret that skirt * k, he thought about how lucky I am. "Subanallah" "Thank God," I'm really grateful. Apparently this is wisdom behind the insult as a transvestite who do not dare merok * k. Now I feel fortunate amongst my friends.
"If I were you, I would have changed. I would not be immoral, there would be merok * k, diligent prayer. But what power now. "Next Adi seriously.

Several minutes passed, I went home with my friends. I never thought it turned Tian give an envelope to his mother Adi. Oddly he said it was from us. I asked him,
"Hey, where did you get the money?"
"Yesterday win again bro," he said, without sin.
"Astaghfirullah. Hey, it's dirty money. Same thing you killed Adi. You stupid! "
"Son of a bitch! Than you do not give anything! "Says Tian me.
"Whatever you say! I'm sick to see you! "Teriaku angry at Tian. Resa just stay quiet. Then I left the two of them. And I went home.

Still felt cold. My eyes are still closed. But my body has begun to realize. I awoke to the sound from the speakers of the mosque. It is not clear as it sounds because I was half conscious only hear the faint indistinct. Suddenly my mother came over.
"Son, that you know Adi died."
"Haa? Innalillahi wines Illaihi ROJI'UN. "I said, surprised to hear what was said my mother.
I leaned back in my bunk bed finds no belief that Adi had nothing in this world. I covered my face with a pillow. I thought for the moment. I do not think yesterday was the last day I met him.
I could not hold back tears, lamenting the fact that Adi was gone. It usually lives, but now he was dead. So sorry defined itself. I was really lucky person because much of the skirt * k.

Asyuro fast and Addicts

 "Hoeeek ..." The sound of my blood vomiting were the third time at noon today. Already one week I suffered from this disease. The doctor told me I had a lot of rest. It is easy to become a doctor. Just stay put a stethoscope, prescription writing, directly receive payment. Only two sentences that he knew.

"What happened to you sir?"
"It is exchanged in the pharmacy, home break ya .."
I was never aspired to be a doctor. However, it all just mere wishful thinking. All it almost materialized before I knew the Dicky.

I knew him since second semester on campus who do not call my name. At first I thought he was a friend who would accompany me on campus. Turns out he's the devil that would ruin my life.
He was a city Nark * ba. Maybe he's not entirely wrong. Fault is also willing to accept ajakanya. If I can repeat the time, I will refuse ajakanya.

He has deplete family assets only to buy Dr * gs. And now I and Dicky have been excluded from the campus.
Dicky went to prison, while I was in rehab. My parents were too busy to not know the state of her only child.
The verdict HIV who hit me now. May not be able to turn back time. But it is still not too late to change.

Day by day the dark has gone through. In this institution, I became more religious figure. On November 15, 2012 I do sunnah fasting Muharram. I run this fast, many parties did not agree on actions.
Neither doctors, nor the friends of my home. Ridicule from many people did not infrequently I swallow every day.
But all this is done in order to turn into a better person. Not many know, I am the addict's been studying at a religious school nuanced.

"You are still not healthy, your physical remains weak, you should not fast before ..." said one man's doctor.
"I just want to change doctors, we never know when we die, perhaps this is the last fasting" argued the doctor. The doctor just shook his head.

1 Muharram fasting I live smoothly. Then I do the fasting again on the 23rd and 24th of November. Namely fasting Tasyu'a and Asyuro. Fasting when I lead the 24th, my stomach ached. Vomiting of blood many times coming attack of the game. But I did not give up. I will continue fasting until the red mega come.

Puasaku this time I just lived with the dawn of a plate of rice with water. Without the slightest dishes because at dawn meal is not yet available.
Until finally fasting can I lead perfectly. Maghrib prayer was sounded. I pray before I eat this dish. However, my head suddenly dizzy.
Before he could kusantap dish in front of me, I suddenly collapsed. I was unconscious. All who see me immediately jerked help me.
I have not had time to break the fast, I've coma. In non sadaranku, I have experienced many trips sepiritual.
I met some people dream of the Prophet. Such as Jonah, Noah, Moses, Abraham and Adam.
Somehow I knew their names. They showed me about the day Asyuro. When Jonah came out of the belly of the whale, Noah survived the flood, Moses saved from the pursuit of Pharaoh, Abraham survived the fire of Amrut, and Adam met Eve's mother.
The images were seen as real. Somehow I have this happen. Yet I am among those depraved and cursed.

I'm the one who has been on the path of the devil. Now I'm trying to change myself back on the right path.
One day I was in a coma, finally hit me. My eyes began to open. My body began to kugerakan. When seen sideways kutoleh family.
They were surprised to be consciousness and immediately rush to call a doctor. I just woke direct family crammed questions asking how I was.
However, the doctor asked them to leave the room so as not to interfere with the patient. Then the doctor check on me.
Doctors face looks surprised and happy. He did not expect what he saw. Doctors also call my family and read the results of which have her check.
"What a surprise we as team doctor know that AIDS has inflicted the father son finally cured" said one doctor was.
"We are also happy that we have succeeded in curing the son of Mr. and Mrs.. Now he can work back "said the doctor at his side.
How happy my family and I am also glad to hear it. Two lessons can I learn from this event.
"Addicts Nark * ba was not a suspect. We just victims who should receive treatment. "
"It was undertaken in good faith, will certainly get blessing from God."

Now, I've got a lot of lessons. I went back to continue Kuliyahku at another university.
Now I have the title of Doctor. Now it turns me who treat patients. My goal can ultimately reach. All this is due to Allah.

Asyuro fast and Addicts

 

Short Story Essay: M N Sholachuddin
Escaped moderation on: 6 July 2015

"Hoeeek ..." The sound of my blood vomiting were the third time at noon today. Already one week I suffered from this disease. The doctor told me I had a lot of rest. It is easy to become a doctor. Just stay put a stethoscope, prescription writing, directly receive payment. Only two sentences that he knew.
"What happened to you sir?"
"It is exchanged in the pharmacy, home break ya .."
I was never aspired to be a doctor. However, it all just mere wishful thinking. All it almost materialized before I knew the Dicky.

I knew him since second semester on campus who do not call my name. At first I thought he was a friend who would accompany me on campus. Turns out he's the devil that would ruin my life.
He was a city Nark * ba. Maybe he's not entirely wrong. Fault is also willing to accept ajakanya. If I can repeat the time, I will refuse ajakanya.

He has deplete family assets only to buy Dr * gs. And now I and Dicky have been excluded from the campus.
Dicky went to prison, while I was in rehab. My parents were too busy to not know the state of her only child.
The verdict HIV who hit me now. May not be able to turn back time. But it is still not too late to change.

Day by day the dark has gone through. In this institution, I became more religious figure. On November 15, 2012 I do sunnah fasting Muharram. I run this fast, many parties did not agree on actions.
Neither doctors, nor the friends of my home. Ridicule from many people did not infrequently I swallow every day.
But all this is done in order to turn into a better person. Not many know, I am the addict's been studying at a religious school nuanced.

"You are still not healthy, your physical remains weak, you should not fast before ..." said one man's doctor.
"I just want to change doctors, we never know when we die, perhaps this is the last fasting" argued the doctor. The doctor just shook his head.

1 Muharram fasting I live smoothly. Then I do the fasting again on the 23rd and 24th of November. Namely fasting Tasyu'a and Asyuro. Fasting when I lead the 24th, my stomach ached. Vomiting of blood many times coming attack of the game. But I did not give up. I will continue fasting until the red mega come.

Puasaku this time I just lived with the dawn of a plate of rice with water. Without the slightest dishes because at dawn meal is not yet available.
Until finally fasting can I lead perfectly. Maghrib prayer was sounded. I pray before I eat this dish. However, my head suddenly dizzy.
Before he could kusantap dish in front of me, I suddenly collapsed. I was unconscious. All who see me immediately jerked help me.
I have not had time to break the fast, I've coma. In non sadaranku, I have experienced many trips sepiritual.
I met some people dream of the Prophet. Such as Jonah, Noah, Moses, Abraham and Adam.
Somehow I knew their names. They showed me about the day Asyuro. When Jonah came out of the belly of the whale, Noah survived the flood, Moses saved from the pursuit of Pharaoh, Abraham survived the fire of Amrut, and Adam met Eve's mother.
The images were seen as real. Somehow I have this happen. Yet I am among those depraved and cursed.

I'm the one who has been on the path of the devil. Now I'm trying to change myself back on the right path.
One day I was in a coma, finally hit me. My eyes began to open. My body began to kugerakan. When seen sideways kutoleh family.
They were surprised to be consciousness and immediately rush to call a doctor. I just woke direct family crammed questions asking how I was.
However, the doctor asked them to leave the room so as not to interfere with the patient. Then the doctor check on me.
Doctors face looks surprised and happy. He did not expect what he saw. Doctors also call my family and read the results of which have her check.
"What a surprise we as team doctor know that AIDS has inflicted the father son finally cured" said one doctor was.
"We are also happy that we have succeeded in curing the son of Mr. and Mrs.. Now he can work back "said the doctor at his side.
How happy my family and I am also glad to hear it. Two lessons can I learn from this event.
"Addicts Nark * ba was not a suspect. We just victims who should receive treatment. "
"It was undertaken in good faith, will certainly get blessing from God."

Now, I've got a lot of lessons. I went back to continue Kuliyahku at another university.
Now I have the title of Doctor. Now it turns me who treat patients. My goal can ultimately reach. All this is due to Allah.