Happy Birthday’s Arum Kamila

 I thought of first love will always be with me. I was wrong. In fact, he hurt me. I really hate it. But I'm not going to blame the woman completely. Maybe I was wrong because she loved him at the time of 6th grade. In fact I've been 3 junior. Really much difference according to my friends. Until they called pedophiles. And once he had promised to be with me until whenever. But stupid I was inedible hypocrisy elementary school children. False promises unstable kid that really hurt me. I even cried. Who is the person who was hurt when mocked her. Moreover, the first love. But I was lucky at that time there are still people who concern me. Call it Melly. But I do not love her. Because he tried to come near me when I've had Anita. First love who was only pretending to love me. I do not love him because I have principles. "If he could leave his girlfriend for the sake of you, he can leave, too." But again, it's one of my principles. Turns out he is really sincere love. Up to make me fall in love with him. He was even willing to do anything for me. I was never told to be forever with him, until whenever. But this is the third time I was wrong. After 8 months of this relationship I lead, Anita came back to life. And somehow suddenly I loved him for the second time. It is true that the word person. "First love is hard to forget." At first I was just friends with Anita. But I do not know why suddenly she told me about her feelings. "Last night I could not sleep thinking about you." He says it via SMS after I joined recitals in his home at the selapan baby. His first nephew was born and given the name Muhammad Arsyid Arsyada. Very handsome like a sister Anita. Maybe that's why I love her. Because the handsome brother.

Until the end of the longer my love to Melly increasingly receding because of Anita, a former elementary school juniors Melly time. At first I did not believe in the word that says love Anita. But she said she would membuktikanya. He would do anything I say and give whatever I want.

I just wanted to meet her. And just think the cafe was the right place at the time. I can not believe I did it. In fact, at that time still a beloved Joey. I used to be afraid Melly left as he did to his girlfriend first. But even I who would do this.
Unconsciously finally I seek problems so as we broke up because of a fight. And finally after the break up, then I lead a new leaf with Anita. I forget Melly away without the slightest sense of sin. And it turns out Anita grown and not unstable as ever. It is true like I used to.

"First love will always be with me." I was with him even though only one obstacle we face. He has not been able to courtship. Moreover, almost near our house. I'm afraid this relationship did not reach what we want.
For days we live with intimacy, relationships furtive finally caught his brother number two. With misgivings I finally Anita SMS.
"What to do? Masku know. Later certainly diaduin to my parents. "
"Look, now we broke up. So when asked could have replied not have a girlfriend. "I said to give a solution. Anita said yes and I was afraid if the relationship ends. I waited for hours incoming sms from him, but would not go there until I fell asleep.

I built with feelings of sadness, still worried and confused. After I pray Fajr, I tried to see HPku. It turns out there is an incoming SMS, and I hope that from him. But it was not. Turns of numbers without a name. Once opened, the content is more shocking.
"Stay away from Anita again. Let him learn. I know you like him. But she was a child and still have to learn. What you do not take care of your lessons? Poor parents. My father Anita. "It was a text message from his father Anita. As I was immediately excited frightened and very scared HP slam like seeing a ghost. Maybe I'm too lebay. But that's what happened.
But I can only hope that he immediately contacted me to wear another HP. I remember it because it happened during the school holidays. So I can not expect much. Until finally I contacted a friend in junior high school, to send SMS Anita me. But he said HPnya Anita confiscated and he did not want to call me again. Instead scolded her when he called my name.
I really did not expect this kind Anita. The love that I gave had been discarded for the second time. I feel stupid. I leave people who really loved me just for the sake of the hypocrite is unstable. I was hurt by Anita, and Melly came heal me. But stupidly I left my heart medication for the sake of those who eventually leave again. In my heart cries, I get a lesson.
"Once he tricked you, definitely there will be a second time." I do not know where else I had to lean. I do not think there is another woman who is close to me. Melly even has a boyfriend again. Although I was not in love anymore denganya, but I need someone like him. But perhaps this is the name of karma. And it is this that should I lead despite feels tightness in the chest, and the regret felt in the soul. I just hope that time can be repeated again and not waste the people who love me.

Time passed, I mused in sadness and regret. But I tried to forget it and try to amuse themselves with the show Stand Up Comedy on TV. I always laugh and momentarily forget my pain.
I plan to do Stand Up Comedy. I learned the technique, and I'm planning to join the community in the Holy. After I had been looking for, it does not exist. I had the idea of ​​making the community in the Holy. Kugandeng some of my friends, and start making fanpage. From there the forerunner of comic-comic in Kudus. After the hook several members, short stories Stand Up Comedy community began ngebooming in the Holy Ghost.

Wednesday, June 26th was a historic day because one of the campuses in the Holy competition held at the Holy Stand Up Comedy for the first time. Very cool because the high school level sekaresidenan Pati. Wow! The participants were also dozens of people. But I sure can beat him.
"We call a serial number 8. Colah participants!" Welcomes the second MC of the campus. Flavor excited reappeared. Finally begun to act with force khasku. Wearing a yellow shirt, black jacket without a zipper closed it. Yet one minute I've got the attention. Especially with the first material.
"Say hello to say for someone dear or that. If for loved ones cin. If for people who like to do? Hi SU! "After I used the mainstay material, the whole campus began to notice me. They follow aksiku from beginning to end. Even the jury was to come screaming excited. "Come on! Hajar! "

Finally, after all the participants completed featuring action, came the announcement of the session. Will be announced 3 major to advance to the next round. I think it was the last appearance. I was shocked to learn that the three participants who enter must display the new show.
"Wow! If this is the way I'd better not get in the Final. I have not prepared any material. "I muttered to myself. But I can only pray. I will not give up.

Finally session announcement arrives. "The top-3 is ... serial numbers 8, 9, and 10!" What ?! I'm in? Thank God. And as I guess the previous day, rival terberatku also included. Firm and Galina. They are one of the school and the town of Jepara. I'm sure I lost against Galina who think it's great.

Then we enter the isolation room and described the procedure as well as making the serial number. I took first, followed by Strong and Galina. Galina opened first followed by Strong.
"I'm number 2" Galina said with a calm face.
"Yes! I 3 "Strong happy because he is the last. And wretched. I hope I'm number 4. But it was impossible. It turns out I actually number 1. Until I do not know what to say in the next stage. Luckily there is a distraction from the community, so that I can be a little relieved.

Soon, arrived ahead of my time. I do not know what to do. I just resigned and display material perfunctory. I took off my black jacket, sunglasses I took the property, and I walked slowly to the stage.
"Relaxing Col, you can." Galina encouraging me. I just thank her. And began taking to the stage for action. But this time I was lucky. I got only a little laughter. Moreover, in the end I had ngeblank. Finally I got off the stage in a state of disappointment. I certainly can not 1. Probably champion champion 1 Galina. I just champion 2 or 3.

Now Thursday and the announcement of winners this afternoon on the campus. I can only pray alone. Until finally called champions.
"Champion is the third ... Indriya Galina Prayughi!" Shouted the MC surprised me. Why John 3 champion? But to me he was a rival terberatku.
"The second winner is ... Strong Mukty Wibowo!" What? Sturdy? Maybe I'm the champion of 4. I believe.
"And the winners are we waiting for. The first winner is ... Mohammad Noor Sholachuddin! "I can not believe I beat them. I am very grateful to God. I saw the audience to us. Though none of which I knew. But after that, I enjoy the show band-type X there. Really happy at that time.

I guess I did not until 5pm. I forgot I was given the mandate after maghrib I was asked to help the race tambourine in my village. I asked her sister Pipin. One of my friends who are also comic in the community. I and Pipin tasked to protect the lights for the race. Because it is followed by seKudus, the atmosphere was very crowded at the village hall. Pipin suddenly startled.
"Heh, it's who? I forgot. "Pipin said, pointing to the entrance of the village hall. It turns out there is the figure of a beautiful woman with a performance that is quite tempting us both.
"Where? Oh that's classmate in elementary school. "I said, relaxing.
"Yeah already know. Kan classmate as well. His name ... "
"Arum. Forget the past. Though he same class A rich offer. I did B. "
"Now she is beautiful yes ..." Praise Pipin against him. I can only smile. Indeed, he was the most beautiful in the first class. But not the least I've got a sense of him. Mungkiin because she is very chatty. But stupid, Pipin realized she was beautiful as an adult. Though I've been able to see it from the first.
But I do not really remember her. I'm just worried because after this I was asked to show Stand Up Comedy. In fact, had I refused, but the state was forced to end I entertained my village residents there. And indeed quite a lot of the laughs. Until I can go home happily.

I lead the old days with his own, felt no grief melting because of Stand Up Comedy. I am grateful to have been able to create a community through which I and my friends have given birth. But increasingly, it began to feel empty heart. I do not know who else will fill it. The days I always make the status of genre confusion. Until one commented on my status of a person. He saw the beautiful girl in the village hall.
"Wow, this is the artist yesterday" Wow! I just smiled read. I began to reverberate-reply on the comment. Ever since that day, I often menstalking Facebook. My comment is always present in every status. Sepertiinya I started to like it. I began to ask the number HPnya ventured through Facebook inbox. How lucky she gave him. SMS often he tried, but without further ado. Maybe just bernostagia remember the past when it was still in elementary school. He still friendly. But he was kind of cool. Maybe hard I mendapatkanya. Or even just a dream.

Increasingly, Arum increasingly made me fall in love. We also talked about our hobby. She loves to sing and reggae music, I love Stand Up Comedy. I feel fit denganya. Already beautiful, talented, most importantly her son Madrasah same as I used to. But until now I do not know she has a boyfriend or not.
Finally I intend to make the question implied to know the answer.
"Come watch Stand Up Comedy Special Ramadan." Ajakku via SMS.
"Where do? What time is it? When? "
"Ngabuburit, at 4 pm near the GOR, tomorrow Monday. I appear, you know. "
"Insha'Allah yes, if there are friends."
"Just girlfriend ra ..."
"Where would he so rich. Tambourine most joy. "Now I know Arum already has a lover. I'm just jealous because I love her. But I try to smile. I remember my friend said.
"More bad deketin people who already have a boyfriend. Rival only one "Moreover, I think there is rarely a lasting relationship. Over time will fail as well.
Although as a friend, my love for him not receded at all. And I also feel there is a change of Arum since she watched me when ngabuburit it. But the change was even better. He became not cool anymore to me. He always reply SMSku. As if he needs me.

Inquired I do until I know it turns out he was LDR. Long distance relationship with her boyfriend who is now working in Jakarta. But increasingly today, his girlfriend also changed. Being rarely give news to make Arum sad. I feel sorry for him. I just can cheer her up alone.

"I will accompany you until whenever anyway. Until you do not need me anymore. "I say it sincerely from my heart because I really love her. But not the slightest sign of love she gave me.
Arum often sad even to tears when vent to her cousin sister of his girlfriend. Really rarely even a week is hardly contacted Arum. I just told him to be patient. But he is also a faithful woman. He still believed in her lover's. I was even more annoyed when he heard the story. There's no way that they can fondly segitunya. How could her lover. I hope their relationship destroyed.
"Evil once this diriiku. Selfish! "I was mad at myself. But I was so hoping Arum happy. Not what he was with her boyfriend. But I'm not willing if she is always sad. I was planning to entertain by watching Stand Up Comedy. He said he was the same theme. But instead abruptly canceling his promise. I also offer a shuttle. She initially hesitated. But ultimately want.

As I picked him up in the alley, "Wow!" I'm really fascinated by her beauty. Too bad he belonged to someone. But I only had the intention to comfort him alone.
Twice I was doing that, the second he scolded his father for his return too late. He scolded and I feel sad for him to accept it. And that was the last time I took him to watch the Open Mic Stand Up Comedy.

Eid holiday arrived, I took her to an unforgettable place. He is still a couple, but until then his girlfriend did not give the news at all. Finally I took him to the top. He would just not into the mountains Rahtawu origin. Because that he had gone with his girlfriend. He did not want to remember it. I was menyanggupinya.

Finally we went to the hills to learn. Just the two of us and themselves. I want to hear it, but I was embarrassed. To be fathers led her bully me.
"Here, I articulated." I said, smiling. She was shy, I was too. But he could not refuse. His fingers gently once. Such as angel hands. I was happy then. And we also talked about various things. Starting from school, until her lover now.

After that we all Montel waterfall. He said there is a myth that people going out there to break up, if imitation can be sustained, and if not could courtship invented. I was invited there because I hope one day to be with him.
Then he told me never come here with someone who they both love each other. But finally separated without cause. Perhaps because of the myth here. But I do not believe it.

The days of getting passed. She still has not decided her boyfriend. But still no contact. I became more and more unhappy with Arum. I feel cheated. He hung my love. Until the end I really wanted to destroy their relationship.

I started menginbox her boyfriend through a Facebook account girlfriends. Surprisingly he replies. Though he did not Arum SMS. I feel that his girlfriend had not dear Arum. I tried to tell Arum, but he's just waiting for the decision of his girlfriend. He was really great. Even if I was in his position I would not be so tough. My friends say, that he faithfully with her boyfriend, she must faithfully with me someday. I can only say "Amen."

He already knows I love her. But not the least, he gave me a sign. He did not accept me, I also reject. As if he needed me just as a friend if needed. He also said he wanted to be with me when it's broken. Because there was no answer, so I chose to stay away forever. This may result in Montel's myth. But somehow not the 3 days I've missed him. I want to prove that myth is wrong. I apologize to him and he also said he missed me. Until he decided it was his girlfriend. But really unfortunate because there is no deduction at all from her boyfriend. Until finally they break. I went back menginbox his girlfriend, and later made me angry, she said that was already bored with Arum.
When he dropped out, I was not told him. As if he did not want going out with me. Until I ask a secret question through the "Ask. FM ". It is hard to get the answer I wanted. But I'm not in a hurry. I do not entirely think how mendapatkanya. The important thing is how I make him happy.
I've promised him to not love him so we do not hurt each other. But because it was breaking up, I asked if I could love him again? Turns out he allows and finally we invented. In addition to the hero, November 10 is the day of my success to get her love. Just how I made my angel happy.

It has been almost 2 months I lived with a loving relationship. I become more and more dear to him or her. He is also very sincere. Although the first had never given the slightest indication to me, it is more daari love and love what I expected.
Meanwhile, my career as a comic has dimmed. Many have turned away from me. Until finally I came out of a community that had me lead, though with full shortcomings. January 5, 2014 right here I close mic from the world of comedy and turning hobby writing short stories.
Meanwhile, now nearing milad dear Arum Kamila. I do not know what to do or give anything so he was happy. Had when I was a pilgrimage to the Holy Sunan meal, I had a chat with my friend Wildfire.
"Wil, he wants a birthday. Enaknya love what? "
"Yes love something he never forgot dong."
"What, for example."
"Like a baby," I laughed at the roadside heard that nonsense answer. Understandably funny. He also comic in MY Holy Community. In a daze, I still do not know what will give him a surprise. Until then seen on 15 January. It can not surprise the day I give it. The only thing is the 14th of January to coincide Prophet's Birthday.
I'm so grateful and I start making plans. I wanted to take him to the park Kajar again. The place where I used both denganya. But this time I need a friend. And hopefully my plan all worked out.

I'm happy to be me now. I never expected time can be repeated. But when the time still lived, it will get better things. I believe all will be beautiful in its time. Although we must feel bitter in advance.

I never hated the former. But without the former, I'm not going to get love as sincere now. I have been hurt, she was so. And I believe the drug hurt is to love people who have been hurt him too. People never say, hard-forgotten first love. But I believe the first love can be defeated by true love.

Without the former, I will not have the desire to be comic and maybe I would not know Arum. Arum and I was proud to be a comic. But sorry I must mengecewakanya. I'm not proud to be a comic. There's also proud to be a writer. But I was so proud when the only person who can make you happy.

Of heart hurt, that's a step for me to become more mature. On the day of your birthday, I wish all the more beautiful. I also hope you become more mature. I also hope our relationship lasting until death do us part. Sorry I can not give you something beautiful. Something you want and may not be useful to you. But I hope these memories will be lasting and subsequent story. Happy Birthday's Arum Kamila.